Pick Your Reality
Your Reality is a Reflection of You
I had spent decades living out a “reality” that was not what I preferred. But I didn’t know the mechanism at the time. In other words, I had spent decades with unresolved energy, inner chi, in my psyche. A lot of energy, really. And this energy set me up to learn about my karma.
I had no clue, at the time, that a lot of my day-to-day living was being dictated by subconscious elements of myself. Subconscious. Unknown to me. In that “reality,” my life before I was cracked open, my unresolved anger was deciding oh so much of my life. I know I keep using anger as an example, but that is the emotion that showed me the karmic mechanism in effect in my life. Anger, before I was cracked open, ensured that I would avoid any situation that might, just might, stir up my unresolved anger. So in this situation, my “reality” was being decided by large amounts of subconscious energy, inner chi, in my psyche.
We program our life experience from the inside. We program the life we experience with our energy. We “pick” our reality with our energy.
Once I released so much of my unresolved anger, then I started to allow myself to feel anger. This was huge. This was the beginning of me no longer being a doormat. Of being oh so easily manipulated. Manipulated consciously or subconsciously. I “picked” a new reality when I changed my relationship with my own anger. I broke the repetitive re-action patterns I had had for decades with the emotion of anger. I chose a new “reality” of sorts. Where it was OK for me to stand up for myself. Where it was OK for me to get angry when I fell out of harmony with myself.
The actual releasing of the emotional energy from my psyche had me living a different version, a different realty, of what my life could be. The more we have loaded up our psyche, the more karmic momentum we have in a particular version of our life. If you imagine a war vet, loaded up with PTSD, perhaps panhandling at the intersection … their psyche has an immense amount of pent-up feelings that are projecting their influence on their life. The likelihood of their being in the same situation tomorrow is very high. Take that individual, in this metaphorical example, and get them the treatment that could help them considerably, and now they have a whole different set of options in their life. Where they might be able to hold down a job. Get a place of their own. Heal them enough and they could become a vibrant entrepreneur. Something that might seem impossible without changing their inner landscape.
Do you want more options in your life? Heal your relationship with yourself. Or perhaps more specifically, do your shadow work. Look at those aspects of your psyche that might be something you have avoided for years. Get in touch with all of your feelings. Learn to feel your feelings without dropping into some subconscious re-active pattern that has created the same re-sults in your life. Your emotions do not have any motive or agenda of their own. In other words, your feelings are just messengers, telling you how you see yourself within your current reality. Your emotions actually change as you change. If you are experiencing tough emotions, they are asking you to grow yourself more. Once you grow yourself more, and enter the same environment, your emotions will be different. Because you will be different because of your personal growth.
In other words, if you have very low self-esteem, and you bump up against something difficult, you might react with, “What am I going to do? How can I even handle this??” Then … by healing your low self-esteem issues, you can bump up against the same situation and think “I’ve got this.” Giving you a whole new reality for yourself. Your life is a reflection of you. It is a reflection of your energy. Your inner chi. It is healing your relationship with your feelings that can shift your trajectory that you are living.
Love You!
Les
